DIARY | The Heart…
The heart is really one Goddamn mysterious thing.
The brain told us that it was just a part of the body that you can’t live without it attached to your inner chest.
It is the red thing-y covered in blood and veins that beats every second or less.
In reality, the heart is the most precious thing that God gave to us.
No, it is not like brain that gave us the benefit to learn and widen the knowledge.
Heart is something that made us human.
To be human is to feel and get affected by the other human around you.
The heart might be your favorite part of being a human, or sometimes, it might be your worst enemy.
Not because it hurts you physically.
But affection towards the person you love the most can be as cruel and injustice to your heart’s feelings.
It is indeed very hurtful.
Have you ever had that feeling?
The feeling of being hurt?
Yes, you are.
When you were just a kid, didn’t you remember the time when your parents go to work while you are being left behind?
When you were told by your classmate that you lack in everything you do?
How about in a relationship?
You thought your partner is giving you his/her all but in the end, it’s not you who he/she wants to fall in love with?
The moment you heard a name that’s included in the past?
The time you were being ignored by him/her?
When everything’s down, you thought he/she can console you but nothing happened and it was you who cried all night?
So hurtful, isn’t it?
No matter what, that’s the nature of a relationship.
Being hurt is one favorite client of the heart, and it is you who can only deal with it.
It’s either to choose and decide what to do next or to ignore it and just keep being hurt.
But never give up.
As I’ve said, being hurt is part of a relationship.
Every second or less, it’s possible for you to get hurt.
Either it’s a small thing or not.
In my experience, I haven’t given up until now.
I keep on being hurt, just like every people.
But still I never let myself defeated by it.
It is not because I’m strong enough.
It is not because I know how to deal with it.
But the reason why I keep on standing straight
is because I LOVE HER to death,
I’m gonna fight for it
and I’m ready to risk my everything that’s why I’m giving her my all.
|> In Flames – Disconnected